Hey, I’m Jessica. 19 years old. UK.
First of all, if you are reading this, then thank you. The fact that you have chosen to click on my blog, or even just stumble across it means a lot. My Tumblr is like my second world, where I can express whatever I feel whenever I want, and say things which I would never be able to say in reality, because half the time I feel as though nobody would ever understand. So, for all of you, you probably know more about me than anyone else I know, and more importantly understand, and I think that’s rather special.
Recently I have come to the realisation that nobody is perfect. I have spent so much time looking for the wrong things and wasted so many nights thinking about people who never really deserved the time and effort I gave them. You always realise these things too late though, so from now I am going to do my best to not be too hard on myself, because at the end of the day, there are so many people in this world, and I have only come across a very select few. Just like everyone else I am sure, I have been used and hurt by fools, betrayed by people I thought would never betray me, got my hopes up a million times for people to constantly let me down again, wasted pointless tears and cried so much I just wish everything would slow down for a little while. But throughout the hurt and heartache I have suffered, it has made me a stronger and better person, and if I had one thing to say to those who have hurt me, it would be ‘thankyou’, because I have eventually come to appreciate that I will one day, meet someone so much better than them. It may take weeks, months, or even years, but I know that it will all be okay in the end, and that it will definitely be worth the wait. So if you have ever been in the same situations as me, which I am sure you have or will at some point, then I just want you to remember that.
I believe in second chances, and second chances only. I have forgiven people far too many times for the same mistakes, and now I have learnt that I was silly for ever believing them the first time, and that they never really cared.
I love to be inspired, and I believe that no dream is too big, if it’s really what you want. Certain events have taught me that there are no others dearer to me than my family. <3
Taylor Swift. Bruno Mars. One Direction. Miley Cyrus. Tea. Books. Writing. Candles. Boys who make me laugh and are not judgemental. Winter nights and Summer days. Rain that sounds like it's never going to stop. Music - new and old. Photographs. I like quiet places which help me think. Bonfires. Beaches. Parties you wish would last forever. All you have to do is make me laugh, and I love you. I do plan on going somewhere in life, I just haven’t figured out how yet. Every day I feel a little more grown up, and I really dislike it. In this world there is no time for regrets.
I mostly reblog, with the occasional post from myself. Either way, I love it all.
I love to write, about anything, everything, and everyone. I write things for people who have upset me or had an impact in my life, yet they never see anything I write. It helps me get over things that happen, and express the words I plan on saying to these people one day, when I have the courage and power to. I believe writing is the way forward, and not many people know this about me.
I really am grateful if you have read all of this. So I thank you again.
Love xxx
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"Night is beautiful when you are happy—comforting when you are in grief—terrible when you are lonely and unhappy."
L.M. Montgomery, Emily’s Quest (via thorsunshine)
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Do you ever feel people staring at you and you like forget how to walk

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how to get a thigh gap

  1. put a guys head between your legs
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me waking up: i can't wait to go to sleep tonight
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"She was feeling the pressure of the world outside and she wanted to see him and feel his presence beside her and be reassured that she was doing the right thing after all."
―F. Scott Fitzgerald - The Great Gatsby (via fearlessknightsandfairytales)
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"Love should never have to be second guessed. It should be full of stay safe texts and calls, it should be laughing at each others jokes even when they mess up the punch line or do not make any sense, it should be singing off key and dancing in the shower, it should be yelling at one another when they do something that might be dangerous, it should be Midnight laughing and morning kisses, it should be arguing one minute and holding hands the next minute, it should be knowing each others quirks and habits inside and out, it should be full of compromises and always listening, it should be watching each others shows together even if one of you absolutely hate that show, it should be going to a chick flick or an action movie, it should be flirting one minute and talking about the economy the next minute. It shouldn’t be perfect. Love is very far from perfect. But you should never feel broken or worthless or wondering if you are loved in a relationship. When it’s real, oh god, it’s real."
―(via fearlessknightsandfairytales)
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