First of all, if you are reading this, then thank you. The fact that you have chosen to click on my blog, or even just stumble across it means a lot. My Tumblr is like my second world, where I can express whatever I feel whenever I want, and say things which I would never be able to say in reality, because half the time I feel as though nobody would ever understand. So, for all of you, you probably know more about me than anyone else I know, and more importantly understand, and I think that’s rather special.
Recently I have come to the realisation that nobody is perfect. I have spent so much time looking for the wrong things and wasted so many nights thinking about people who never really deserved the time and effort I gave them. You always realise these things too late though, so from now I am going to do my best to not be too hard on myself, because at the end of the day, there are so many people in this world, and I have only come across a very select few. Just like everyone else I am sure, I have been used and hurt by fools, betrayed by people I thought would never betray me, got my hopes up a million times for people to constantly let me down again, wasted pointless tears and cried so much I just wish everything would slow down for a little while. But throughout the hurt and heartache I have suffered, it has made me a stronger and better person, and if I had one thing to say to those who have hurt me, it would be ‘thankyou’, because I have eventually come to appreciate that I will one day, meet someone so much better than them. It may take weeks, months, or even years, but I know that it will all be okay in the end, and that it will definitely be worth the wait. So if you have ever been in the same situations as me, which I am sure you have or will at some point, then I just want you to remember that.
I believe in second chances, and second chances only. I have forgiven people far too many times for the same mistakes, and now I have learnt that I was silly for ever believing them the first time, and that they never really cared.
I love to be inspired, and I believe that no dream is too big, if it’s really what you want. Certain events have taught me that there are no others dearer to me than my family. <3
Taylor Swift. Bruno Mars. One Direction. Miley Cyrus. Tea. Books. Writing. Candles. Boys who make me laugh and are not judgemental. Winter nights and Summer days. Rain that sounds like it's never going to stop. Music - new and old. Photographs. I like quiet places which help me think. Bonfires. Beaches. Parties you wish would last forever. All you have to do is make me laugh, and I love you. I do plan on going somewhere in life, I just haven’t figured out how yet. Every day I feel a little more grown up, and I really dislike it. In this world there is no time for regrets.
I mostly reblog, with the occasional post from myself. Either way, I love it all.
I love to write, about anything, everything, and everyone. I write things for people who have upset me or had an impact in my life, yet they never see anything I write. It helps me get over things that happen, and express the words I plan on saying to these people one day, when I have the courage and power to. I believe writing is the way forward, and not many people know this about me.
I really am grateful if you have read all of this. So I thank you again.
Love xxx
